Last night was a rough night with Chael.

He came and said he wanted a day off from rubbing me and that it being a holiday it was a perfect day for it.

This upset me greatly. It felt like he was unhappy doing it every night and from his way of expressing himself it additionally felt so.

So there was crying. I admit it.

Ultimately we worked it out by talking and hand holding and hugging and kisses.

Then we curled up in my bed, spooned, and went to sleep.